August 2006

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• journal

  [Choose]

  08.31.06 | Permalink | Comment?

  Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece [...]

• journal

  [輪姦(更) 計劃]

  08.22.06 | Permalink | Comment?

  謝謝姊妹們的輪姦(更) 計劃 [好友 F 取名]
  謝謝好友 B 上機前一晚還陪我癲
  謝謝好友 E 山長水遠買午餐給我
  謝謝好友 F 放工致電給我聊一聊

• journal

  [痛]

  08.18.06 | Permalink | Comment?

  有些電影不敢重看有些歌不敢重聽，他們驚心動魄，像一塊大石把你的心壓住，然後有股強大的力量把你硬生生向下扯，你一直往下掉，掉進無底洞。Closer 我無法重看，看時猶如有人掐著我的胸口讓我不能呼吸，一下一下掌摑我的臉；dog man star 我無法重聽，那心痛與悲哀讓人難以承受。
   
  Lying in my bed
  Watching my mistakes
  I listen to the band
  Lying in my bed
  With nothing much to say so I listen to the man
  He said that it could be the 2 of us
  Lying in my head watching my mistakes
  I listen to the band
  And the drums beat in my head
  Pianos chime the sound [...]

• journal

  [everybody goes. leaving those who fall behind]

  08.18.06 | Permalink | Comment?

  Your eyes are almost dead
  can’t get out of bed
  And you can’t sleep
  You’re sitting down to dress
  and you’re a mess
  You look in the mirror
  You look in your eyes
  Then you realize
  Everybody goes
  leaving those
  who fall behind
  Everybody goes
  as far as they can
  They don’t just care
  They stood on the stairs
  Laughing at your airs
  You’re a wasted face
  you’re a sad-eyed lie
  You’re [...]

• journal, music

  [the phantom that haunts me...]

  08.18.06 | Permalink | Comment?

  Think of me
  Think of me fondly when we’ve said goodbye
  Remember me once in a while, please promise me you’ll try
  When you find that once again you long to take your heart back and be free
  If you ever find a moment spare a thought for me.
  We never said our love was evergreen
  Or as unchanging as the [...]

• journal, music

  [i know nth abt rock]

  08.14.06 | Permalink | Comment?

  一向都只聽較靜態的音樂，從來都不喜歡嘈，聽 Nirvana 都只聽 unplugged in new york，不明白為何別人喜歡聽那些能讓我爆頭的音樂。但偶爾一次半次，當我神智不清時，我便渴求，渴求意識能在那結他低音結他與鼓聲中尋求一刻的安穩，填補心靈的缺口，我聽不到他們在唱甚麼喊甚麼，但越嘈越好，那是一種麻醉。上次狂聽 Nirvana (grunge?)，這次到 Sex Pistols (punk?)，我都不大清楚，只知現在需要聽。
  P.S. the name (sex pistols) was intended to bring to mind that image & i like it… =P u know what i mean lol

• journal

  [殺...]

  08.11.06 | Permalink | Comment?

  一向都討厭昆蟲害怕昆蟲，晚上，浴室裡竟出現新種蟑螂，只能把媽媽弄醒打死它，誰知打不死，不知逃到哪裡。隔一會我又進去，見它在企缸裡，我用花灑向它噴水，把它沖到隔頭髮的東西裡，不知它死了沒有，我不敢拾起它。隔一會我再進去看時，它竟然不在了！原來它還沒死！被水這樣沖這樣浸還沒死！真頑強！又不知逃到哪裡了…！我連廁所也不敢上…它一天不死我也不安樂，硬要置諸死地好像很心理變態的。過去在英國殺過的蜘蛛多不勝數，聽說殺蜘蛛會交惡運，我殺蜘蛛的數目可能足夠我交一世的惡運，聽起來很恐怖，對吧？殺蜘蛛，很多人都因為害怕便只用吸塵機把它吸走，但這是不行的，它們會爬出來；活生生地掉進馬桶也浸不死，一定要把它捽死，我怎麼沒想到這點，竟妄想用水把那隻蟑螂沖死！蟑螂先生你出來受死吧，好讓我安樂地上廁所…

• books

  [白先勇 - 孽子]

  08.11.06 | Permalink | Comment?

  白先勇
  從中學時期開始便喜歡白先勇先生的作品，那時是做閱讀報告需要而看的，後來連自選書也選了他的作品，先後看了、及，都是短篇小說，最近終於看了他的長篇小說，發現對他的作品依舊喜愛。白先勇的文筆有時難免會讓人覺得如會考課文提到的– “情感太露”，但我就是喜歡那樣真摰強烈的感情，還有那生存的苦澀、無奈與酸楚，沒掛在嘴邊，卻是那麼深刻，看著他的文字，猶如真的感到那種無形的痛。

  “我對他說：我一身的毒，一身的骯髒，你要來做甚麼？他說：你一身的骯髒我替你舔乾淨，一身的毒我用眼淚替你洗掉。”
  情感那樣深，多麼的感動。沒有性別之分，男男女女男女，都只有愛與不愛，願意與不願意。背負著家庭、社會，他們決定逃出來，尋找志同道合的人，痛苦的卻不只他們自己，他們的家人也為著他們而受苦。這歸咎於社會狹窄的觀念嗎？

• journal

  [!@#$%^&*]

  08.11.06 | Permalink | Comment?

  遇到一個很不堪又沒禮貌的教授，接到他的電話已讓我很不悅，見了面更害怕，不知他在選女友/老婆，還是選RA，我才不要服侍他！

• films

  [Films Summer 2006]

  08.06.06 | Permalink | Comment?

  Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man’s Chest
  Excellent diction used in the title. “Chest” has a double meaning of a box and the body part containing the heart. The entire adventure went around Davy Jones’ Chest. It was an exciting and breath-taking adventurous story, yet some jokes were too deliberate. I like the swinging cage bit with [...]

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